like the surfers

waiting for The Big Wave

I too am waiting

for the day & time

to start to fast

the big fast

not from the head

have done that way too often

not noncharlantly either

spur-of-the moment

but naturally

like breathing out

like an outcome of nurturing my soul

and the body will just follow

maybe i am just tired

of the ever repeating ritual

of taste, the smell, the sensual thing of food

the pleasure of the good restaurant

even of cooking

maybe i am simply tired of 3D existence

the eat & be eaten world

maybe, yes!

tired

5D in 3D

i still believe in that

that it is possible somehow

but for real

not as concept

or a meta-philosophy

but for real

it must be

but how?

maybe i have to just wait

be patient a little longer

for the time to come

the cosmic time

the constellations just right

yes

i think i will :  )

sit on my board a little longer